if you were curious:

if you've wandered here from In It To Gym It, or if you happen to follow me on facebook, or twitter, or here, or if you were one of the unfortunate people stuck listening to me talk about it just because: here's an update on the chubby bunny slim down: I AINT SLIMMIN SO FAST.

~sigh~

so. i know i talked all about this dress (see right): and how i was going to rock it...I FAILED. i mean TECHNICALLY i didn't fail. it fit. as in i could get it on and zip it up and move around and breathe and be *MOSTLY* ok in it, but i didn't ROCK IT like i wanted to. there were lumps and bumps, and for some fucking retarded reason, spanx have TWO seams going up over the ass which is NOT a good look in a form fitting dress...so that option was out to help (which they don't anyway. what a fucking waste of money. seriously). so. i DIDN'T fail, but i DID fail because i didn't wear the dress to the party. so. in my closet it sits. hopefully it will fit by vegas WITH ALTERATIONS because i'll be too skinny for it then...here's hoping.

instead, i rocked this dress (see left): complete with 1940's pin curl hair, and CHUCK TAYLOR SHOES. oh yes i did. classic converse with a strapless dress. and i FUCKING ROCKED IT. i heart me just a little. it turned out to be awesome since this doll of a dress has been hanging in my closet for a few months without occasion to be shown off. so. BAM. i STILL win. just not the win i wanted...but still a win...so there!

in other news: i'm about to murder my wii...still...it isn't getting better. i understand flexing a few pounds from day to day...but FIVE? yes. it seems that every day when i weigh in i'm either 5 pounds heavier than the day before or 5 pounds lighter. my chart looks like a REALLY BAD something...i don't know. but it doesn't look good. i think i need to get the board off the carpet and onto something a little more stable...that might help. maybe. i think. from some reviews i've read online it might. i have to do something though. it's so fucking discouraging to be eating right, working out, drinking water and STILL be going up in weight. wii-tard. whatever.

BUT...i'm hanging in there. i'm still getting off my couch every night and doing something. so. that counts a little...right?