16

my kiddo turns 16 tomorrow.

he doesn't want to see me and he won't talk to me (or text or email). 

he moved 24 weeks ago.

I've been blocked on Facebook and completely iced out. I've been accused of abandoning him emotionally and financially.

I didn't get to see his first season of track. I won't be there when he gets his drivers license.

I hope that some day his anger will pass and he'll come back home or call or something.

but tonight that isn't happening. and it hurts. I'm missing milestones. tomorrow I'm missing a huge milestone that I'll never be able to get back. and that...that's damn hard.