brain vomit

so. the world is trash and i hate everything. but. the world does keep turning and the sun does keep fucking appearing every morning, ...

so. normally when i write i try to not whine, not pity party, not complain without solution, i try to find some silver lining. i try to...i ...

one of the most annoying things possible is when the universe thinks it's being funny. i sat down to meditate tonight and asked the un...

a little over a year ago i signed a contract with my therapist that i would not end my life or self harm before my next session. it wasn...

i don't like to talk about racism. as a transparently white, incredibly sheltered, shit public education, shit college education, smal...

i'm still here. i'm WAY behind on weekly posts. but i'm still here. still frustrated. still scared. still bored as fuc...